Forgive & Forget

Things turned like what i expected.
... is went from being "single" to "in a relationship". Well, i know this is something that really hard for me to accept it. But still i have to accept it, because this is a fact! It might be hurt, but this is a process of healing i think.
" Cherish the moment to be with her okay. I wish the best for you. Take care, my love one" *she smile bitterly
Surprisingly, I was strong enough to walk away from it. Perhaps, i had understand that this is not the right way for me to love & miss someone that i care of. I think, i had learn something from all the things you did.
I knew, if i put more efforts on it, I'm sure he will come back to me.*due to some reason But I refused to do so because i know i have to let go of him. I don't wanna let people saying that i'm ruin of their relationship! If something that is consider as yours, it will come back to you one day for sure!
From the very beginning, i already know that when i'm treating him good, i'm just being cruel to myself. Yeah, we didn't contact at all since the days we broken up. But still he is doing something that showed me he is still love & care of me. Why? You're trying to holds me back and hope I will stay beside you and wait for you? I'm sorry, i really wanted to move on already.
You'll know who is the one that really love & care bout you one day. Don't ever feel regret on what you give up. Anyway, it's not like i can't live without a boyfriend. Maybe i can find someone better? Who knows? =)
Forgive & forget. Means to forgive myself for being so naive & stupid, Forget he even existed in my life? *laughs
Overall, if i could lift it up, then i could put it down also. But, i am someone that will let my emotions & feelings take over & control of what i'm going to do. Yeah, perhaps we might just takes much more strength to just let it go & move on. Qping, stop being strong for keep holding on! Perhaps, i really should open it up and let go of it!
" Romance is just an experience, there's still a long road ahead."
So, i'm still thankful to you, for being a part of my life. The memory between me & you, is always the beautiful one.
Take care yourself and smile always. Loves you.

With lovez,
Qping.