The last one

Is still the same.
I thought imma be okay. But, i realize that i still couldn't let go of it. I'm still that worry & concern bout you when i know something bad gonna happen.
And hell yeah! I don't know how come in your mind, i will became this kind of girl. Please, i'm just concern bout you but didn't stalk you! The moment when you wanna talk something, please think twice. *unless you're brainless What for i want to do so? Have you ever think of my feeling before you told it to my friend? Stop destroyed my reputation. I'm so angry of what you did! You're still the same. Never ever change your attitude! I could save you for once, but no more next time. You must remember that, i'm just a girl. What i can help out you is got the limit! Anyway, live your happily ever after!
Here is an article. This is what i wish you to know it! I don't know whether you will see it or not. But deep down inside, this is what i want to tell you.

女人不吵了，不闹了，不叫了，就是真的不爱了.. 女人说要离开，是伤心了，你让他失望了.. 女人明知道你们之间没有未来，却情愿留在你身边当个普 通 朋 友.. 不是因为她贱，只是她舍不得..

女人故意在你面前提到别的男人，不是她花心，只是想要刺激下你，让你多在乎她一点.

女人不主动打电话，发简讯个你，不是不想你，是她不够自信，你接到电话或简讯时，是否也一样的想念她.

如果女人不爱你，是不会对你发脾气，不要抱怨自己的女朋友脾气太怪，女人只对她爱的人发脾气.

女人不是不知道你还有别的女人，她选择独自伤心却不揭穿你，是害怕揭穿后给了你一个离开他的借口.

女人总是在你面前假装开心，不是她没心没肺，成天傻乐，只是为了在你面前留下最美的样子.

男人，其实你不懂

* 她总是问" 你在哪里？在干嘛？（她很想念你,只是想跟你说说话,你不给她发简讯，她很矛盾，怕你在忙,但又忍不住想念你,换了别人,你爱干嘛就干嘛,她从不关心. 所以请你已有时间就问候他一下,就让她放心,让她知道你心里有她,她不会烦你. 她总是主动联系你,她会觉得很贱.）

*她说“我不开心,我好烦. (不要怪她无理取闹，更不能觉得她在烦你，她不是真的不开心，他只是想你了. 只是要你会来安慰她一下，哪怕是"乖，别闹了，听话")

* 她说“不要感冒了/路上小心/自己多注意.....（不要觉得她烦.因为她知道你不傻，甚至是很聪明.她只想让你知道她心里有你,她很想关心你.)

* 她总说自己长胖了或者长得不够漂亮. (不要觉得她是自卑或妒忌别人,她只是怕自己在你眼中不够完美，她已经在为你改变了.)

* 她看到你跟别的女生亲近一些就会生气，发脾气. (别说她小气，不信任你，其实她在吃醋，这表示她十分在乎你. 即使心里难受也会自我安慰)

* 她总是说她想帮你，要你有什么事情一定要告诉她. (其实她知道帮不上忙，她只是想让你知道你还有她，她永远会在你身边陪你，会一直支持你.)

* 无论做什么她总会征求你的意见. (不是她没主见，太过依赖你. 他只是尊重你, 凡事以你为先.)

* 不管在哪里 她总是紧紧和你站在一起. (她只是在告诉你她信任你，她需要你. 你让她觉得很有安全感.)

* 她爱忧伤，总是想太多. (不要觉得她是想太多，只是有时她会觉得缺乏安全感.)

* 她假装生气转身离开. (其实，她不是真的想走，只是离开的时候希望被挽留.)

* 她会忽然对你冷淡，或是向你撒娇. （别怪她孩子气，她只是想让你哄哄她.)

* 也许有一天她会跟你说分手. （其实，这个时候她已经爱你好久了，只是不确定这份感情是不是对的. 她只是要你的安全感，你的舍不得，你的不要走.)

* 在你们分手后，她承诺过不会爱上另个他. ( 当你看见她牵着另个男生时,不要误会. 她只希望你能快点回到她身边. 她依然默默地等待. )

I hope you can get what i mean in this article. Although you had broke the glass, but still i will try my best to patch it back!


With lurve,
Qping.

Forgive & Forget

Things turned like what i expected.
... is went from being "single" to "in a relationship". Well, i know this is something that really hard for me to accept it. But still i have to accept it, because this is a fact! It might be hurt, but this is a process of healing i think.
" Cherish the moment to be with her okay. I wish the best for you. Take care, my love one" *she smile bitterly
Surprisingly, I was strong enough to walk away from it. Perhaps, i had understand that this is not the right way for me to love & miss someone that i care of. I think, i had learn something from all the things you did.
I knew, if i put more efforts on it, I'm sure he will come back to me.*due to some reason But I refused to do so because i know i have to let go of him. I don't wanna let people saying that i'm ruin of their relationship! If something that is consider as yours, it will come back to you one day for sure!
From the very beginning, i already know that when i'm treating him good, i'm just being cruel to myself. Yeah, we didn't contact at all since the days we broken up. But still he is doing something that showed me he is still love & care of me. Why? You're trying to holds me back and hope I will stay beside you and wait for you? I'm sorry, i really wanted to move on already.
You'll know who is the one that really love & care bout you one day. Don't ever feel regret on what you give up. Anyway, it's not like i can't live without a boyfriend. Maybe i can find someone better? Who knows? =)
Forgive & forget. Means to forgive myself for being so naive & stupid, Forget he even existed in my life? *laughs
Overall, if i could lift it up, then i could put it down also. But, i am someone that will let my emotions & feelings take over & control of what i'm going to do. Yeah, perhaps we might just takes much more strength to just let it go & move on. Qping, stop being strong for keep holding on! Perhaps, i really should open it up and let go of it!
" Romance is just an experience, there's still a long road ahead."
So, i'm still thankful to you, for being a part of my life. The memory between me & you, is always the beautiful one.
Take care yourself and smile always. Loves you.

With lovez,
Qping.